…that this should be poetry?
by H.B.
Coup de Grâce (to deserve a lover)
You cannot cling to
consolations they
decay
like a safe deposit box whose code turns out
to be the burglar’s birthday (any
burglar’s birthday).
Now only the banality of disabuse is sudden —
A hair-trigger dial and
an indifferent explosive will
chip(s) off the old block
(someone’s got your number
not knowing any different sees you falling to the floor
with ears of sound and fury
going into shock —)
But sudden proves banal only in syncopated moments:
electric fingers stretch a quick defibrillated death; a caring urgency
draws near a mouth under your nose
to plead devotion out your breath (I <3-attack you) —
the eyes turn out, I suppose
neither nor
(a kiss on the cheek;
to see other people…)
but to turn this wormy moment under cover – once more unto the tomb
my friends
one more good turn
so’s to deserve another.